Lately I
feel like I don’t live my life to the fullest. Like I could do so much more in
this time that I’m spending on boring regular things that just pass time: work,
computer, talks with my roommates and sleeping... I just go from day to day and
everything is passing by so quickly.
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I don’t feel happy. I look like a ghost, a
shadow of myself. Friends often ask me, how come that I’m in a bad mood, while
I don’t notice being frustrated or sad. And when I do that thinking late at
night, I realise that I didn’t do anything besides regular today. It is a real
bummer. I don’t want to spend this year like this.
Because I failed last year
at Uni, I am working this year and not visiting classes. It’s the first year of
my life when I have lots of spare time and I don’t know what to do with it. I could
go on the streets with my guitar and just entertain or sing for myself or I
could do something else that I always wanted, but instead I am focusing on this
day from morning to late night. Not good enough for me.
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I have always been
incredibly ambitious, but this year threw me of the track a bit. I have a hope
for next year though. When I'll start the third year of my Uni, stuff should go
back to normal. I can see myself sitting in classes every day, being old nerdy
me. Always had a bit of a crush on books and learning new stuff.
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And right
now, I’m completely the opposite.
tanci94
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